... tonight the rain ... X Mas
Yesterday was a day of hell. Please believe me, just read the previous post ... but that if. When I go to sleep I felt happy. After much cursing and so many things I wrote in my previous post, I felt good. Just to remember someone, I generally felt well. Hint: ' Möglichkeit ' is your favorite word in German. At last I knew the pronunciation of the word. And not for you ... still owe me! : D I also read the mail you sent me on my birthday. Recently, when I read that mail goes wrong ... I am filled with energy and makes me feel good, and yesterday it was. Question for you: What's on your mind right now?. I still want to see 'Yami no Matsuei ' with you, huh?.
Yesterday, the night came for the first time in a long time I was not only to go to sleep. Thanks for your words, but sometimes not here!.
awoke. And the first thing I did was edit the line art drawing Cycyn wants you to do. It is a very complicated picture and I know it cost a lot to do. But let me impress. If I did it once, a second will be even easier. I sent the picture my dad for the printed, disadvantages of not having printer. I spent some time doing practically nothing. I heard some songs and delete most of my other playlist. My sister came home from school and spent a while in my room. Sometimes I find it a little strange the fact that she wants to be with me. Maybe not much for a long time we live (all the time I worked for SITEL I saw very few occasions). Today I realized that many strange things sometimes. Being with my sister was the one that gave me feeling like pattern. Then when the food my mom, my sister and I ate together. Similarly missed eating take hours. It's ugly to eat in 20 minutes, unable to enjoy the food. And I enjoyed today. Especially because my mom cooked it.
finished eating. I talked a bit on MSN with Esme and after a while Samma was connected to MSN. Talk to her. Despite so many things I love to Samma, ultimately Freakie or not is still my friend and although it is far not stopped to appreciate at all. I miss her. Talk much about her relationship with him. He told me many things ... not mention for privacy that deserves respect. That yes. The Samma way of speaking reminded me a lot. See that the end of all things make you stronger. Situations hit you and when it happens a second time know how to defend yourself. Play it forward Samma and remember you always have a friend who you tell. Samma
went
When the rain started. It was a beautiful moment for me. Lately not run to the rain, on the contrary, I open the window and on this occasion that the door was opened. Thank God my door opens outward. I stood in the doorway and watched as the wind carried on the breeze. The rain was very strong. Long time not seen rain like that. A very nice song began then. ' Pieces "by L'arc ~ en ~ ciel, but this time oh! God! sung by Aiko. I love that girl's voice. And the song is one of the most beautiful of L'arc ~ en ~ ciel. Just at the moment when the lyrics say "I want to protect you forever, but now everything is OK, because there is someone waiting for your gentle hand ... raise your face" right at that moment I felt very well. Not explain for sure what I felt at that time. The breeze of cold rain hitting my face, the sound of the drops mixed with Aiko's voice and the lyrics to Pieces. It was one of those small moments in life when one feels that all is well. Maybe not. But he felt well. Albert would say: Life is made from now ... and do not remember how that phrase ends ...¬¬ how ends, Albert?.
I wanted to go downstairs and get wet in the rain but ... my mother would have gone crazy if I had seen. I also recalled an occasion in which a child with my sister played in the rain and get wet a lot. That was fun. I miss my sister and my childhood.
The day is certainly not unnoticed, but as I told Didi, today for the first time in many days I can say I feel good and I'm happy. Maybe not extreme happiness, but neither is that state X or similar where I have moved in recent days. One day a rather long and tedious because of the rain that does not allow for many things, but it was a day enjoyed, remembered and I discussed many things. Maybe tomorrow a better day. Today is that behind the rain is not true, but behind the clouds if there is a blue sky ... Today
you were not here, but if you were me ... and I'll agradesco ^_____^
Whatever ... for today, and just for today I will go to sleep waiting for the sun to rise and shine tomorrow.
I'm going: D BYE
9:00 Am
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