How To Make A Homemade Microlight

Poème

One that's far from my liking or even the consideration of being a Poem whence it was written. I had just watched more than half the FLCL series on a marathon and became horribly depressed. More of a series of notes that had to be written at the moment. Wrote them sitting atop my parent's dryer. Has also lost become distant from my liking. If anyone can look up the date to the FLCL marathon... I can only consciously state it's Prev. May 2007. I will allow myself to be indulgent and modify some of the original content. Hey, i feel bad enough already.


Away

THERE'S SOMETHING HORRIBLY WRONG
AND FOR A SECOND TIME I FELT THE WORLD'S WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS
SHE SEEMED SO FAR AWAY
MY DOG WOULD DIE ONE DAY
THE TUMOR BROUGHT IT ALL TO LIGHT
I CARED FOR THE PAIN OF OTHERS
HOW MY FRIEND COULD BE SO LAME
WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS TRUE WAS CARNAL DESIRE
YET A LIGHT DOES SHINE BRIGHT
BUT ITS SO FAR AWAY
FURTHER EVERY DAY
DROWNING IN INSANITY
FATTENING ON WHAT WAS MY FOOD
BUT I WAS TURNED AWAY
IT GROWS OLD AND UNWELL
WE'RE FACING TOWARDS HELL
AND THAT INNOCENCE THAT STILL LURKS IN THE SHALLOW
IS EVER SINKING AWAY
WEIGHED DOWN BY LAUGHTER
MOCKING
THE EVERPRESENT SHAME
THE NET
THE RESTRAINT
THE LACK OF ESTHETICS THAT KEEPS ME AWAY
SO MUCH DESIRE
BUT THERE'S JUST NO WAY
AND HOW I'VE HOPE IN OTHERS
BUT EVERYONE FALLS
INTO THIS BLOODY LUST
THE SHAME
I'LL COME TO REPEAT
MY GOALS ON THE STAIRWAY
THEY ALL RUN AWAY
THEY'LL FALL AWAY
INTO MEDIOCRITY
SHAME
FUNNY HOW ANIME CAN MAKE YOU THINK
FUNNY HOW IT MADE THINGS COME OUT OF MY HEAD
GOOD THING IT WAS ONLY A SECOND
MY LEGS HURT

Far

There is something terribly wrong and
seconds I felt the world weighs on my shoulders
looked so far
my dog will die someday
the tumor took everything to light
I hurt for others
how my friend could be so careless
what you thought was just a carnal desire
and now a light shines intensely
but is so far increasingly distant

drowning in madness
fatter as my food was
but I was away
and grows old and sick we looked

hell and that innocence that thrives in
superfluous sinks and
away with laughter by ballast
mockery shame
always present
network
the
ties the lack of aesthetic
me away so much desire
but there is no way
and how I expected other
but all fall
lust in this damn shame

and repeat again
my goals in the rise
all fleeing
all fall into mediocrity

shame
funny as the anime makes you think
funny how things out of my head
good only for a
time my legs hurt.

From What Was