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Title: Inner Desires
Dislaimer: I don't own any of the characters
Author: JulianSWarren
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when you can't control yourself anymore, and there isd nothing that can stop you from getting what you want or in this case who you want
Pairing: Max and Alec
Genre: Romance
Category: TV Show Dark angel
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, fanfiction.net

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing beta and friend Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help, you friendship and your support. Chapter 6  

Lies And Games

Max tried to enjoy the rest of her night, but all she could think about was the way Alec was acting. She was starting to miss him, she did feel safe when he was around and having someone showing her affection was something new to her. But she was afraid to let her guard down, because like Renfro had said she was poison and everyone around her that she cared about died or got hurt. Loosing Ben had nearly destroyed her, but loosing Alec would kill her. Even though she had never told him, she did find comfort in him, sometimes when she felt like she couldn't go on, he would tell her that she was all mighty and that she could do it and even if he was joking, it meant so much to her. He had said he wanted her as his mate, from what she had heard in TC, mating was for life and once you were mated, you belonged to the one you chose and no one could touch you or try anything without getting in serious trouble. She had to admit that no matter how much she loved Logan, he had never made her feel the things Alec did when he kissed her or touch her, I mean it was like that single action had spread heat all over her body. Maybe it was because, she hadn't been touched in a long time and her body craved that.  
 

Max was so lost in her own thought that she hadn't heard a word Logan had said about a possible lead on the cure, until Cindy touched her shoulder, bringing her back to the world. 
 

"Looks like you're not paying any attention to what I am saying Max," Logan told her in an angry tone. 
 

"Sorry, just thinking about something else." Max replied, smiling at her thoughts. 
 

"Something else, or someone else?" Logan asked. 
 

"A bit, of both." She said truthfully not liking the tone he was taking with her, "well I have to get back to TC, is getting late and is not so safe for us to be outside at night." Max replied, getting up. She said goodbye to Cindy and Logan and headed outside. Logan got up and followed her. Max was putting on her jacket, when Logan approached her. 
 

"I'll walk you home, since Alec is already gone. Funny, how he leaves without you." Logan told her in a sarcastic tone. 
 

"Actually, I'm meeting him at his place, we agreed on that, he just wanted me to share some time with Cindy." Max replied, thinking she had gotten in so much trouble, with her little lie. 
 

"So you're going to his apartment?" Logan asked, in a serious tone. 
 

"Yeah," Max, replied, thinking this was going to make Logan go away, but she was so wrong. 
 

"I'll walk you there, let's go." Logan said, smiling. 'Let's see if you really are going to be with Alec or if I'm right about you lying to me' Logan thought. 
 

'Crap I'm screwed!' Max thought. She faked a smile and started to walk. They arrived at TC, pretty fast and headed towards Alec's apartment. When they were approaching it, Max was getting nervous especially since she had no idea if Alec was there and this could really blow her cover.  
 

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Alec was in his apartment thinking about the problems their kind was facing, when he heard Max and Logan approaching his apartment, he listened to Max telling Logan that she was grateful for the gesture, and that he could go because Alec was waiting for her in his apartment. He laughed quietly.

'Oh Maxie, you and your lies, well let's see if we can make Logan believe once and for all that you are with me, you make the rules I'll play the game. It's not that hard when I'm doing it for real.' Alec thought, smiling. He got up and went to his door. When he heard Logan say that it was weird how distant Alec and she were, he opened the door surprising Max and Logan. Logan stared at Alec, who was only in his boxers, but what he did next really made him regret his decision of walking Max home. Alec approached Max, cupping her face, he leaned closer and brushed his lips on hers, making Max gasp, Alec smiled and kissed her so slowly and tender that Max ended up closing her eyes and melting into the kiss for a moment, just when she was starting to enjoy it, he pulled away and smiled. 
 

"Hope you had fun, I was getting worried." Alec told her. 
 

"Yeah I did, Logan walked me home, sorry for being late." Max replied, wanting to kill Alec, for taking advantage, of the situation. 
 

"Thanks buddy for walking her home, but she is with me now, so you can go, I got it from here." Alec told Logan , smirking; he opened the door of his apartment motioning Max to come in. 
 

"The bed felt empty without you" Alec told Max, leaning closer and breathing in her scent, he blew hot air on her neck making shivers go up and down her spine. Logan was getting uncomfortable; it seemed he was wrong; this thing between Alec and her wasn't a lie. Max wanted to rip Alec apart slowly for this, but as soon as Logan was gone, he was going to suffer. Logan turned around and left. Max entered the apartment and Alec shut the door. Once Max was sure Logan was gone, she pushed Alec away from her hard. 
 

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Max shouted. 
 

"Careful Maxie, if Logan hears you he will suspect something," Alec replied, smiling. 
 

"How dare you kiss me and act that way in front of Logan ?" Max growled at him, furious with his actions but at the same time turned on. 
 

"Well that's the thing Max, I'm not acting, and I’m just showing my true feelings." Alec replied, in a serious tone. 
 

"Bullshit Alec, this is getting out of control, you are acting like I belong to you and that is not true. I'm not a thing so stop treating me like one!" Max told him, in an angry tone. 
 

"Oh that's rich Max, since I'm the one who gets treated like a thing. When you're mad, you take it out on me, either physically or verbally. When you need to push Logan away, you use me and make me into a toy you can play with and then throw away. I'm sick and tired of the entire situation Max; I am not made out of stone." Alec told her in a serious tone. Max attempted to hit him, but he grabbed her hand hard. 
 

"And you hitting me is not something I enjoy, there are other ways you can touch me." Alec told her, bringing her hand to his face and slowly brushing it against his cheek, neck and chest. Max was trying to find something to say, but the warmth of his body felt great under her hand. Alec took the opportunity to get closer to her, until she was trapped between the door and his body. He leaned closer and pressed his lips against her forehead, without moving, Max close her eyes and breathe in his scent. She needed to get out; this closeness to Alec was not something she could handle. The new attitude and the way he behaved was making her feel things she didn't want to. Alec moved his free hand to her other one and brought them both above her head pressing them against the door. Max thought of using her knees, but apparently Alec read her mind, because he pressed his body closer stopping her.  
 

He didn't move or speak; all he did was breathed and let her feel his body close to hers.  
 

"Alec, let me go, this can't happen." Max told him, with a soft voice. 
 

"Do you know how easy it would be for me to take you right here and now, but I'm not like that Max. When you are ready and willing I will show you how real my feeling are for you and how much pleasure I can give you. But for now I can wait, although I don't know for how long, since patience is not one of my virtues." Alec told her in a low voice, he kissed her nose and lips and then pulled away completely. Making Max realize how much she had liked having him so close. It was like cold water had been dropped on her. 
 

"I'm sure he is gone now, so you can go to your own apartment, or stay and give up on denying what you feel," Alec told her and walked to his bedroom, leaving the door open incase she decided to stay.

 

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