... .. Well, if cloudy days in every sense of the word. The last days here in Mexico City and surrounding areas have been cold, cloudy and rainy. Like the day in my life have gone so dark and sad. Not quite, but there have been some details that have made me sad more than once and melancholy.
Today I talked for a long time with Eri. He gave me very many laugh that told me "what do you think? Met someone!". Not a bad plan. But Eri knows someone every week XD. And I said it. Apparently, this child may be one that the Zabaleta mentioned in 'She and He' because Eri is hopeful that now if he is. Something curious. Eri always told me that he understood, and answered, to which it referred, again comes up, that phrase in the song Zabaleta 'A Nobody' which says, "because I do not know if you like, like me the chicken ... not with that ...". preparest Certainly a silly phrase, which becomes a reality, realize that we love someone without even knowing small details, such as "to make ready the chicken!?. For good. When Eri cited that as memorable phrase, over sized and over again who knows someone, the boy said: "mustard." Eri was shocked.
and this time I hope he is. Indicated. He who may consent to Eri more than me. Now if ... Now if ...
It had been several days did not speak with Eri. I was glad to talk to her. Although at times he felt he had those uncomfortable silences. But that was due to my current state of nothingness. Despite the jokes and humorous comments that Eri and I usually have, I felt very sad. She went to see Laura, as I have understood were to have a coffee.
Eri I told having taken a decision, a decision that hurt me to take, but it still hurts me now prefer to suffer any longer. Ultimately hopeful but not expecting to live. And my turn in the eternal life waiting for something, not how or when they come, do not even know if it will, but I'll wait. Anyway ... not going to happen tomorrow but I will be psychologically prepared for whatever comes.
Today I spoke to Didi, Mr. Celph and a perfect stranger met again brought to my life Glot hand (the 'Great Lord of Terror'), the small Yayo. Mr. Celph asked me was not very close or depressed, try to feel better and much more. Despite what happens every day, and my ongoing attempts, I got tired of trying to get ahead of a problem to which I will not make heads or tails. I hope at least not feel so bad in the coming months. Could it be that I will become an automaton who lives and does things as an impulse rather than wanting them?. I have fear, but could become so. My greatest fears
attack me. Yesterday presisamente heard some comments in a program. They said that fear is one of the factors that make us strong. Will I become strong?.
The only thing that has helped me a bit lately is draw. I was distracted enough to not think about some things, but yet to be all síclico, memories and those 'daydreams' invade my mind.
Nothing kills me more than a 'daydream'. The thought of something that could happen and yet not, or would the good good Albert 'Möglichkeit'..." one of the possibilities that never were. "
I just got an email from my cousin Sergio. The first day ladies and gentlemen. I'm glad to hear from my cousin, and that despite having many years have gone to U.S. to live, you are still missing a lot. He now lives happily married with a son who just turned one year. I posted a picture where the family leaves. He and Monica, his wife, are very happy and your baby is very cute. I was really glad to have received an email from you. In the same way I answered the mail attaching a photo of my Mom, my sister and my grandmother. I hope you answer me soon.
Yesterday I also spoke with Samma. I told him about my idea to go to Guadalajara, and the fact that she is to blame for who wants to go. He said if I was I could stay with her and the geek back in the house where they live. It would be a great help. I hope to go. Let us hope so. Well
. To end the day a bit, just a little well. Now at last, after many months of having it stuck, I finished one of my character drawings Kanan. I was very afraid to mess up as happened with many other drawings. And today I finally decided that it would end. I did not really big deal, but I liked the final result. Very simple but cute. Or so I believe. Well ... I leave here to see that such a stay.
know it is not wonderful, but some time ago that I did. And it's not an excuse. Click here ..:: Marguerite Gerber:: .. to see a detailed version of the same drawing.
The 'Animal Nocturno' told this evening with the participation of one of the best exponents of Pop Art in Mexico: the young and talented Edwin Dániel (note the emphasis on "Daniel"), had very nearly so. Yes. That dress went crazy on TV with Ricardo Rocha and Paty Yaca. I'm thrilled for him. The Queen at last made an appearance with his offspring. I hope that their dreams of fame as a renowned pop artist come true, and the manor that is most certain is that within a year is all a celebrity. I admire him very much, although on occasion out of Kishi me or wave me out, I know things have sacrificed their lives to achieve their success. And then too late to leave a picture here of Edqueen ... sounds better 'Edqueen' or 'Edwin Dániel'?... what had been presented and XD, this is one of his illustrations, one of my favorites by the strong influence of Junko Mizuno and liters of tenderness that desvordan between each line.
Is not she cute? KAWAII! Gaby
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Word of the Day: Success ... the best way to achieve it is striving.
Quote of the Day: There are two: "When there is that are the hows," is a phrase that says Eri constantly. And one of mine that I like: "It is good to live hopeful, but not waiting for. "One possibility that will never be.
Gute Nacht!
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